The 'soon' from my previous entry, became NOW a long time ago, hehe....What times we are in!

It's different for everyone of course, we all have our own unique path here on Earth. Mine now is about being totally rebuilt, or it feels that way. Emotions, swaying me from one side to the other and things I believed in are disected, watched and weighed, put on a scale, analyzed for what they're worth. Other feelings are becoming deeper,preferences more subtle.

It's been a while since I've written poetry. This is because my mind is completely blank at times. Like I'm standing in the kitchen and I'm just the presence of me, a blank sheet, not a confusion of not knowing what's going on, but a complete presence in the NOW and absence of needing to do a particular thing, like a fading of the ego- moment. 

It's new, refreshing and a bit strange, but amazing at the same time :)

It might make no sense to the one who reads, I understand, because I have been there and still am at times. It matters not. 

All is well seen from the bigger picture. 

Not from the 3d perspective though, we're not there yet on this level....it's darkest before sunrise- or something like that :))

I'm here, I might write a poem again ~soon~....all depends on those preferences, the temporary loss of those and the moment itself. My heart leads the way.

I hope yours will lead you as well. 

You are loved. xx